-Born primed for a compulsion to love diapers (why, who knows).
-Joined the USMC to help cure me from loving them.
-Got injured, and because life is ironic, became urge incontinent. (Misdiagnosed as OAB).
-Fought with myself over actually needing diapers for years, versus an excuse for wanting them but not rightfully or morally so.
-Learned when life gives you lemons you learn to like lemonade. And when life puts you in diapers, likewise embrace them or go insane with denial.
-WAY too many years of an improper diagnosis and "try this pill instead".
-20 years later I found a good urologist, got diagnosed with Detrusor Sphincter Dyssynergia. WAY too many surgeries followed.
-Finally stable with a dribbling functional incontinence, and having embraced my inexplicable compulsion as a diaper lover.